I made up my mind already. It's better for me to be apart from others for a while. Going ghost for my own good. It's important to think about myself before others. My trust issues getting worse, I don't think I can handle it anymore. I can't handle all these bullshits by myself, but I won't dragged anybody into my own mess. I need my alone time, I won't stop myself from being healed. Trust the wrong company does make the scars bleed, and I won't let it happened again. I'm so done with putting others before me, be there when they need me, let them hear the words that they need to keep moving forward, cause they won't do the same thing for me, they just didn't. I will stay low as possible, and find the peace and wisdom that I seek. Nobody can reach me for certain period of time unless I allow them to do so. I need to build my own confidence back, the resolve that they had crushed once, and I shall be stronger than who I am before. God bless me.

Going ghost,
Gekozen.