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My great source of happiness // 1 Sept 2016

September 01, 2016

In order to free myself from my own fear, from despair and sorrow, I need to have great motivation and great source of happiness. It's all just in my mind, and to fight those negative vibes, I need greater positive vibes. Great enough to be the antidote for the pain. Great enough to cure the wounds and scars. I found my great source of happiness in making someone else smile. Such a great pleasure to help someone to find their way back, and to find the shine in their smile that they had lost.

I know how it feels to be crushed inside, I know how it feels to be hopeless. I know how it feels to kneel on the ground, screaming out loud inside, hoping someone will ever notices that it's fucking hurt. That's the biggest reason why I'm trying to stop those feelings in others. The hope that I been longing for when I'm drown before, I will satisfied those hope in those who in need, especially those in my small circle. Those who I will always put themselves before me.

Let the circle of hatred and pain ends with you. An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind. Spread positive vibes, and stop holding grudges. Letting go those negative feelings, it's okay to be sad, it's okay to be mad, but it's never okay to make others feel what you feel just because you feel so. Break the chains of hatred and pain, never do the same things that others do to you which left you broken inside. Never get yourself down, bastards do that for you, get you deeper in the ground, but they can't hurt unless you let them. Aim high, fly high.