In order to gain some strength and motivation, I decide to have a great escape on the last weekend. It's worth every single penny that I spent to be home, to be with my family and my brothers. I already found the things that I'd been seeking for, so I got no more excuse to be drown in my own thoughts anymore. I already found the solution, and it's time for the implementation of my plans. It's a go all or go home. I will treasure those present when I need them. It's the beginning of new era. 3 years to go.